Love love love

  Dear readers,

As you might notice I was away for a while.

My life is been a bit of a rollercoaster.

Lots of positive things happend. I even dont know were to start lol.

 I met an incredible man. That man means now the world to me.

After 2 weeks of chatting at FB and whatsapp we went out for diner. A really nice tapas restaurant in Amsterdam city.

I was so nervous. Not used to the dating thing. I was happy single so I didnt do that a lot.

Bought a new dress so I felt more confidence. We had an amazing time, he made me laugh so many times. We kept chatting a long, I think we could talk for ages and we still can. We laughed so much it was increble. Its all a bit new for me but love every step!

I think when you lock us for a month for 24 hours in a day in a room we walk after a month the room out still talking and laughing. We talk so much about so many stuff. The subjects are never ending. Its really a very good feeling I cant find the words to explain. 

We met some family and friends of each other and was so lovely. Everything just great and liked  each other.

We are soon going a weekend away. Some rest and quality time.

 Its great to meet friends and family but sometimes it feels if I´m live by agenda. So many people want to see us. I really like it and enjoy it but sometimes just the two us is important to. Just doing what we want. Walking Boeffie and enjoy nature etc.

 Health is a bit up and down. The warm weather cost me a lot of energy.

I cant have sleep enough. Just annoying that the sun cost me lots of energy because I love the sun.

The doctor is trying to get my red blood cells a bit higher. I have to give myself every 3 weeks an injection with eprex. I still work 3 days a week. I find a bit more balance in that. I can rest a lots more and have more social life. I really missed that last couple of years. Also ofcours now spending more time with my boyfriend :-) 

My boyfriend and I adopted a dog called little Chris. It was our first official thing together. It means a lot to us. We are both dog lovers.

Its an organisation that rescues dogs, cats and horses. Dog and cats that nobody wants because they are sick or simply to old. Instead of put them to sleep dierenthuis takes them and then its theire last home. This is our little Chris : 

 Last weekend we finally visit him and it was great. I could use some more hands when I´m there to cuddle all dogs and cats. Totally loved it. They are so gratefull. All respect for all volunteers that work there!

Its Dutch but you can follow them on FB. They share beautiful pictures of theire pets.

Dierenthuis

Life, love and laugh!

Love Wendy: Me, Myself and I.

Hobbies

Hey guys,

I finally have some time for hobbies.

My hobby is making jewely. I did it also in my younger years. Making my own creations. Ofcours I have more hobbies like making pictures etc but share this one.

Thought I share some creations I made last couple of months for birthdays for friends and family. Its nice to make your own birthday presents or for special locations. Also made some for girls birthday party. Getting more and more proud of my ideas :-) its a great thing to relax.

Still have some challenges that I want to make for the summer I want to wear but I really have to focus how to make it. When its ready I will share some pictures on here.  

My favourite words:  

Live, love and laugh.

For friends birthday presents keychains
Karma, Live your dream & believe in love. 

Girls birthdays bracelet

Budhha bookmarker

Buddha bracelets

Buddha necklace Live laugh love &
Crystal earrings

Believe keychain & Butterfly bracelet

 Bracelet and keychain

Bracelet with karma, live your dream and believe in love.

Life, love and laugh!

Love Wendy: Me, Myself and I.
 

 

Its time for updates.....

Ho Hey dear readers,

I thought lets do a live up date again its a while ago. Was to busy again.

In mean time I just work 50% for a while. That was a big struggle. Think only chronic sick people can understand this struggle being only 34 and cant work full-time anymore. 3 days working and 4 days off. 
I was so used to work from that I was 15 years old. I´m a carreer women with ambitions. Always done school and work. Sometimes 60 hours a week. I like my work. I struggled to much last 1 - 2 years. My energy got less and less. It was work and hanging on the sofa and lots of sleep. Had to cancel a lot of appointments with friends. Didnt had much social life anymore I was so tired all the time. I kept struggling. Every time I thought. I take a long weekend with rest and then I get my energy back but sadly that didnt happen. So now I´m 4 days off. Finally can do some great stuff and making fun in the weekend. Doing some hobbys again. Last couple of months I really did. I love it! I really realise now what I missed last 2 years. I go out now a lot. Meeting friends and having a great catch up and laughs. Hanging at home watching movies with friends, tapas and drink some cocktails. Finally seeing my family more.
I even celebrated queens night. 8 hours of walking dancing, drinking and singing with great company. That was soooo long ago. Really enjoyed that. Great fun and laughs. No hangover the next day just tired, muscle pain in legs and feet lol. My body was clearly not used to it anymore haha. But was worth it! Its great to have fun again. Feels like ages ago. 

The challenge now starts in a couple of months financially. For years I thought dont worry it will be better. Well sadly it didnt. The company didnt gave me a raise for 4 years and they cut bonusses and costs. So I have less salary then 4 years ago but my moths fixed costs are much higher. Then in October I get less salary because I work less.  My worst nightmare last couple of months whats keeping me a awake, gives me headaches and downers is being 34 and just sitting at home 4 days on the sofa a week. . Everything in live cost money. Even if I want to visit friends or family. Public transport is a pain in the ass financially. Summer wil be fine. I can go out in the park with Boeffie and play. Or just sitting in the grass and read a book and enjoy nature. When its not to warm. Winter is sadly longer and I will be so bored. Really dont looking forward for that time. Its just changes your whole life. 
It really puts your whole life up side down. Its going to be a big fight thats for sure. I already changed since last year I almost never buy clothes anymore. Well people that know me, know how I love fashion and clothes, jewelry etc so thats already a big change. I cant shop anymore, really miss it to walk in a shop watching clothes and shoes, making great combinations No breaks anymore, no Dublin anymore. How I could use that now the positive nice Irish people and beautiful nature would love to go to Dublin. Dublin gives positive energy. No holiday for years for me now. Last holiday my health struggled in London so that was also no fun sadly.

Positive note I still can effort food for my pets and me and pay my bills and do till October some nice stuff. So till October I´m going to enjoy it! :-) Also I finally went to the hairdresser after 6 months. I can tell you that really cheered me up! I felt so untended with dead hair. I even did a hairmask haha. My hair is so dry of all medication and the hairmask did a good job. I want to save some money next month for a hairmask that gives a vitam boost so my hair is a bit more healthy and doesnt break as quick as now. 
With less money the small stuff counts more! Its great to catch up and being finally social again after being tired that much and missing so much for years. Enjoying kids more. I love kids but they cost much energy. Now I can spend finally some more time with them. They really cheer me up and make me laugh and a smile cost nothing! Also I can blog more about nonsense lol. Also the things I want for my birthday is a never ending list hahaha. You get so many wishes with less money. 

 I really have to found a cheaper home soon. I love this home. How it looks, the neighbours and the location. The location saves me lots of energy its close to everything. When I toke this home I really thought I´m going to be old here. Lucky my mum is so nice is going to help me out a bit also some friends. So I can stay here in this home a bit longer. But I have to say goodbye to this home sadly. So I can start a better life, healther life and finally can go shopping again and to save for a long weekend Dublin or holiday to the sun. Thats a big motivation!
And more important that I can finally be Wendy again! 

Life, love and laugh!

Love Wendy: Me, Myself and I.

London and quotes

Heya all,

Not blogged for a while. So busy with so many stuff, work, fun, rest lots of rest, dating a lovely man. Lol I think start everytime with this: Sorry not blogged for a while.

My weekend to London knocked me down big time.
Toke 2 days of rest before I went but clearly it wasnt enough.
Friday arrived in hotel around 12 and then went for some shopping.
The Primark WOWZER was a biggie, really joy to shop there its so cheap.
Totally loved it. A bit of a walk and went to hotel. Lay on bed for more then 2 hours chatching up with my friend from Germany. Went for diner and after that we found M&M world.

 

I didnt know that existence of that. I can tell you I changed in a kid lol. Loved it. You can buy there so many sort of M&M´s a wall full of it. Everything so colorfull. Had a great time there. And so many M&M from princess to footbal player. 
The next morning I wake up tired. I had an appointment with a friend from Norway. We went to Harrods. Always an eye catcher. All those bling bling and expensive stuff nice to see. But felt already not well. Thought a break at Starbucks helps. But sadly it didnt. Had to lie down in the hotel. 12 oclock I was back and at 5 I felt still the same. It was terrible. I felt no energy at all. Even the walk to toilet was to much. Its not about sleeping but
its about to give my body enough rest. To lie down and relax to re-charge. It just didnt happen. I had to cancel my meetings with my social media friends. I really looked forward to see them. You talk to some at FB and twitter almost on daily basis so I was so excited to see them. But I couldnt. Also canceling the concert to Ronan Keating. It broke my heart missing all the fun. I really needed this weekend to having a laugh seeing everyone. It was though be faced that my health couldnt handle this. Was so happy when I finally was at home in my own bed. A week of struggle with energy but also

very down I missed the fun. I just needed it so much. Also because this might be my last holiday this year. I struggle so much with health I cant work full time anymore. Get less money now to. But it goes how it goes.  We will see what the future brings but at the end I will be fine as always. 
The check up of my kidney were good. All goes well. Thats the most important thing!

Just seen an qoute what I wanted to share. 

Life, love and laugh!

Love Wendy: Me, Myself and I.

Dogs and cats.

Hey ha ho everyone,

As a dog and cat lover. I have 2 lovely cats and a dog. I thought lets post some dog quotes.
My cats they are so cuddly and fun. They always keep me warm in the winter during watching tv on the sofa. They always cheer me up. Then my dog keeps me fit with walking 3 times a day. He is also simply silly he always puts a smile on my face.
So here we go...enjoy!

Hope you enjoyed it and you have a great start of the new year! Till the next time!

Life, love and laugh!

Love Wendy: Me, Myself and I.