My hair

I love my long hair, made me also feel more women or something.

I think its 15 years ago that I had it so song.

Last couple of months my hair gets in bad state and it gets wors and wors.

Dry and lose lots of hair, its getting more thin. Also some places is so thin it almost bald. I do my separation of my hair more and more at the left. Sometimes did some eyebrow brown on my the tinn spots, so people did not see it.

Yesterday at the hairdresser she gave advise cut it off.  I just wanted to burst in tears when she said it. She said give your headskinn bit of a rest and start with new healthy hair. Well I thought its not the first time I had shorter hair and I liked it back then, lets do it. When she was finished I hate it. Dislike, awfull. Home cried my eyes out. I thought this is just not my day tomorrow when you wake up its better. In mean time for the first time I did hate the mirror and didnt watch, did a tail and try not to feel my hair. This morning I wake up walked to the toilet and seen my hair again cried my eyes out still hate it. Felt so awfull, ugly, just didnt felt me, I want me back. It´s now till my shoulders.

Next solution was shower do my hair my way. After that I felt better it looks better. 

Also friends made me feel better. Looks like it takes time to get used it. Also someone ask me: what has happened to the lady that inspires me to be positive and gratefull for what I have? Well ehhh yes I lost that positive mind a bit. Also that I should watch the mirror and be thankfull I have not had cancer treatment and it is not falling out. Well she just gave me the kick under my bud I needed, YES she did. Guess what????

I´m back, fuck the hair my health is more important. The meds effect my hair but the rest of my body healthy. Back to postive me again.

Still not sure if I like te style but gonna watch and see how it goes whole week.

There is a positive thing to with short hair, I get easy curls. Now I have it straight but also can make it curly.

Next week will see how it looks like with curls.

Thanks ladies for your nice words, cheer up, understanding and the bad joke someone told me to make me laugh. Feel much better.  Now gonna enjoy my Sunday.

"We cannot direct the wind but we can adjust the sails." 

~ Dolly Parton

Life, love and laugh.

Wendy:Me, Myself and I